When I was a young Christian, studying to be a pastor with dreams in my heart of changing the world, I had so much to say. I had theories, I had quotes, I had vision. I was reminded of this recently when I met with a young girl I am beginning to mentor who is also an American serving as a missionary in South Africa. She is just at the beginning of her journey, just landed in this foreign place and filled with ideals and ideas, fears and dreams. I can see myself in her ideali